Demikianlah Hidup~

Kadang2 ape yg kite tak nak ingat, kite akan selalu teringat-ingat. Kadang2 ape yg kite perlu lupe, kite susah nak lupe. Kadang2 sekuat mane pun kite cube untuk hidup, kite hanya bole hidup. Tapi untuk melupakan segalanya, kite takkan mampu....

Menilai cinta dari sudut mata aku. Aku masih belom nampak pengakhiran episod cinta aku. 

"Hey~ Ada, jemput lah dtg majlis kawen aku sabtu nih"

"Haaaa... Dah abes blaja kan? Bile lg?"

Soalan yg aku kene biasakan bila aku dah masuk kealam dewasa ini. Jue ckp "TRUE LOVE NEVER ENDING" Tp nape aku tak nampak yg aku akan kekal lame ngan die? Moies kate, die masih tunggu aku, sygkan aku, n ingatkan aku... Tp knp die tak pernah call? Ari2 aku tggu panggilan die, aku harap die akan mintak maaf dan harap hubungan ini akan terjalin semula. But I`m just wishing for something not even worthy. I can`t cried for another man. But for him, I was like crying in raining drops. 

Lately, ati aku selalu terusik. Aku selalu wonder, "Would he come back to me?"... Even though I know its hard to create a fake chances. But dreaming something good sometimes. Where can I find someone who can understand me better then anyone else?

I dont cried for Farhan, even for Shahrul, I cant even felt sad for Hussin. Also Epul.. I felt like nothing when some other guy walk away from my life... But why I felt lost, I felt empty when U left me? I never survive since we broke up. I`m always think about u. I`m always pray that one day U will come back to me. But life sucks. Hoping just something hopeless. They never fulfilled. Why u cant even stand for me while I`m always stand for u???

Its hurt when we cant even have our love beside us. But, its even worse when U still can`t forget your lover and live happily while your ex getting married. 

Dear Heart,

I`m sorry for use u wrongly, I`m always make u cried, make u felt uncomfortable, make u felt tired, make u felt hopeless and also make u felt like u are nothing. But my love story doesnt work for me. I need some fairy god mother to fulfill my dream. Or I`m just dreamer who had a bad dream about prince charming and fairy tale love story.

#Fairy Tale never exist desprado. U just dreamer who never get life! Get a life B****!!!